everythings busy busy busy so i have no time to do anything, hopefully i'll have time over christ, but its not looking like it now with all the school work and the work.

maybe its christmas, but suddenly marcos started to open up to me again, and things seem to be getting there. its really weird, its like oneday he got up and decided i'm worth. am so glad he thought so.

was spose to see him christmas eve, but am been made to work. and its like he'll gte home from uni and then the next day go to budapest so i have to wait ages to be with him, not likein it, but the day he gets back from budapest i go to MK. its just too busy. hopefully we'll sorts some stuff out tho. dunno i hate christmas, but i find myself gettin really happy, it feels so good.

(ka) is our faith that we will always find eachother.

so to ka i thank for letting him see me again, and giving us a chance, i feel like going for a walk with me cam or just sketching me happiness.

Dreams- Cranberries.

"its never quite as it seems...."